Much like all things, the high subsides and reality sets back in. Dimples and I were fine, but we were no longer on the high of getting back together. I noticed that I had a bit of a chip on my shoulder and it was harder for me to let go of the pain I… Continue reading Reality Sets Back In

The next few weeks were like a dream.  We picked up right where we left off and we were better, stronger, more in tuned to each other than ever.  Our relationship had been taken to the next level.  We were in sync and it was pure bliss.  Everything about us was better.  I was better,… Continue reading Dream Sequence

And then out of nowhere…..my email lit up.  It was Dimples.  It had been a little over a month since I had heard from him and there his name was.  Lit up in my email.  My heart dropped, my stomach flipped and I almost didn’t open it.  I wasn’t sure I could handle anything else… Continue reading And Then…There He Was

He Said Life is one big mixing bowl. Add one wife or boyfriend, rent, multiple bills, pets, jobs, a social life, dreams, hope and desires together and that is your life salad. It gets tossed about over and over and we keep adding ingredients until we find the perfect mixture. However, some ingredients are harder… Continue reading He Said / She Said -When Life Gets Messy

It was going on a month now that I got that God awful text from Dimples. A month. A full month. We were now in February and the dream of us working out had begun to fade. The feelings of anguish had begun to subside and I was now coming to terms that we were… Continue reading The Day I Let Go

I often plague my brain with thoughts of what if. It’s a game I play to somehow make me feel that I am exactly where I’m supposed to be in life even if I don’t’ technically believe that. Now the game can be played in both the positive or the negative depending on your mindset… Continue reading What If?

The minutes turned into hours, the hours into days and the days into weeks.  Silence.  I heard nothing.  I felt nothing.  It was like everything I ever knew was being questioned.  I had been through stuff, hard, rough, life changing stuff, but I had never been affected by one human being this way.  I tried with… Continue reading Days Turned Into Weeks