I was finding it hard to wrap my head around the fact that just a few short weeks ago I was living a blissful existence with a man I had thought was THE guy.  Not just thought it, but felt it, in my bones.  I was wrestling with the fact that Serendipity may end up… Continue reading College “Try”

The longing and yearning for attention became an endless tug of war between Serendipity and I.  It wasn’t like he was doing anything, but that was the point, he wasn’t doing anything.  Nothing.  No time to see me, no time to talk, no time to check in and all the while I was just supposed… Continue reading Tug of War

Words. People say a lot of words. I always find it interesting when words aren’t backed up by action. Or if words tell you one thing and the way someone acts tells you another. This was beginning to be the case with Serendipity. He would tell me he loved me, he would occasionally tell me… Continue reading Words

The first week into the “I’m so busy” phase came as a little bit of a shock to me. Yes, I know he had been mentioning it to me for a few days, but I didn’t really understand that things were going to go from 100% to 0% overnight. It was like we were in… Continue reading Distance

We walked into the reception all smiles, hand in hand.  We danced and drank and chatted the night away.  We spent time with family and friends and on more than one occasion someone would say to me “I don’t know what you are doing, but Serendipity seems happy.”  It got me to thinking…..was he unhappy… Continue reading Pick Me, Choose Me, Love Me

I spent that night at Serendipity’s because the next morning we needed to get up and go to one of his family members weddings.  I got myself all dolled up and he looked spiffy and off we went.  That day, just happened to be, my eighteenth wedding anniversary to Gingham.  Every year for eighteen years… Continue reading Ceremony

Once he composed himself and I composed myself and we thanked each other profusely, time was getting away from us and we had not only a reservation at some fancy restaurant, we were on a time schedule to meet up with another couple to go dancing.  He called his mother, sent a photo of the… Continue reading Burger King & Queen